uhm, so, wow.
my friend disappeared Friday and didn't get home until like 1:30am and had me worried all weekend (cause I left Saturday morning for the cottage and didn't get to call to see if she came home), and she just confessed she was at her boyfriend's, and they had sex.
holy shit.
first off, she's fucking 15, what the hell.
second, she had me worried all weekend that something had happened, and while I was only half participating in family activities - with my aunt and uncles who came from Germany and I only had last weekend and a few days next week to spend with none the less - she was off fucking her boyfriend of one month, using expired condoms, and not giving a shit about how she's worrying other people.
and then she talks about it like she's proud, and yet says she's paranoid other people will find out, and scared she's pregnant.
WELL THEN MAYBE YOU'LL THINK THINGS THROUGH NEXT TIME, HUH?
oh, wait - you've never been one to think things through.
just like last April, when you and Julia's cousin went home with some soccer player you didn't even know, not telling anyone, not leaving a clue of where you'd gone, keeping us up till 2am worrying, thinking you'd been kidnapped, driving to the other side of the fucking town looking for you, calling the police.
yeah, I love you, but use that fucking brain of yours.
please.
[/rant]
I need a distraction.
perfect time to do this, no?


RUSHIZZLES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.

1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Noise and Kisses - The Used

2.How would you describe yourself?
Body Snatchers Forever - Leathermouth
((LMAOLMAOLMAO))

3.What do you like in a guy/girl?
Time Bomb - Faber Drive
((ohyeah, dem dangerous pieces of machinery [technology?], totally sexy.))

4.How do you feel today?
Vampires Will Never Hurt You - My Chemical Romance

5.What is your life's purpose?
Swamped - Lacuna Coil

6.What is your motto?
Voldemort, Peace Off! - The Basilisk in Your Pasta
((YES, YES, YES!! SO TRUE!))

7.What do your friends think of you?
World War Me - From First To Last

8.What do you think of your parents?
Universal Radio - Nina Hagen
((uhm…sure?))

9.What do you think about very often?
My Heart - Paramore
((technically I do, since my brain tells my hear to pump so I'm thinking about it constantly.))

10.What is 2 + 2?
The Taste of Ink - The Used.
((it could be if you chew the wrong end of the pen pondering the answer to that question.))

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Welcome to The Black Parade - My Chemical Romance

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Himmel Hilf - Nevada Tan

13.What is your life story?
The Ship of Pills and Needed Things - I Am Ghost

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Sacred - Tokio Hotel
((THAT'S RIGHT, I WANNA BE THE POPE.))

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
When I'm With You - Faber Drive

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Let This Go - Paramore

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Dead! - My Chemical Romance
((LMFAOLMFAOLMFAO YESSSS.))

18.What is your hobby/interest?
Second Chance - Faber Drive

19.What is your biggest fear?
Frei Im Freien Fall - Tokio Hotel

20.What is your biggest secret?
Spring Nicht - Tokio Hotel

21.What do you think of your friends?
Mothersound - From First to Last

22.What will you post this as?
Dark Carnival of the Immaculate - I Am Ghost